Monday, July 19, 2010

Energy Level Zero

I think I am looking too hard at trying to find stuff to complain about.  Today was almost a normal day with nothing pissing me off, and nothing to complain about.  I am even boring myself to think I had that kind of day. No friends bothered me, none of the usual pain in the ass people in my building bothered me, family didn't bother me ????????????????  Oh no....... I take it all back.  I forgot that I spoke to my youngest daughter today and of course that bothered me, but actually didn't really piss me off as much as usual.  I guess when you hear someone complain constantly about stuff they are in control of, it gets to you.  But today that didn't even happen....But truth be told I really wasn't paying attention to anything she said while on the phone with her.  Am I a bad father ?????  Or, have I just learned how not to let things bother me????  Anyway,  I will be especially observant these next few days and will find Crap to bitch about